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[alt_luna]

I hate my name

never did until now

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Private message to Madam Pomfrey and Hermione Granger

[alt_luna]

Notes. Since you said they'd be useful.

I've started fights with three people today, for no reason. I snapped at Charlie Weasley, and who ever snaps at him? I never have before. It was just because of the way he was looking at me.

I don't want to eat anything but meat. The rarer the better. I'm ravenous.

And ... oh, this is embarrassing.

I'm ravenous in other ways. I'm avoiding Colin because I either want to hit him, or I want to pounce on him. Like when I want to kiss him, except I want to do more than kiss.

everyone must hate me

Re: Private message to Madam Pomfrey and Hermione Granger

[alt_hermione]

Nonsense, no one hates you.

You're going through something new, and you'll need to figure out what helps and what makes things worse, that's all.

Can you try to think of it instead as a fascinating experiment, like you would look at experiencing anything new? It might help you keep perspective.

You'll be all right.

Re: Private message to Madam Pomfrey and Hermione Granger

[alt_luna]

That's the way I would think about it. Usually.

But my mind feels so different inside now. I don't even recognise the person who I am now, judging by my thoughts.

Re: Private message to Madam Pomfrey and Hermione Granger

[alt_hermione]

Are you breathing?

I mean, like in meditation?

Perhaps that would help.

Re: Private message to Madam Pomfrey and Hermione Granger

[alt_luna]

Like the occlumency centring exercises? Remus and Madam Pomfrey mentioned I could try those, but I forgot.

My mind isn't working very well.

I will try that, before I try to sleep.